So where do we go from here, this is all leading somewhere, the Trust, Love, and Reflection, so where is it all going? Which is the Path that is clear? This was going to be written earlier, but we were banned from typing during the day, and at night I have been really tired, and then C19 happened, and this got put on a back burner, but it needs doing, every story has an ending, but is this the End? Maybe, maybe not, I know not, at this time.
So we have had a good, honest look at me, how my mind works, what I hold important to me, the Virtues worth holding with both fists, and not letting go. But there is Time to kill, Time enough for Time to Pass, but there is a choice, a bad choice, and a really bad choice, but regardless it is still a choice.
Choice 1, the bad choice is to stay here, weather the continuing storm which is lashing me everyday, or Choice 2, the really bad choice is to leave now, pack my kitbag, camping gear, and walk away, go home. But how to get there, that will be a big problem, hence a really bad choice, especially has I will have no money. At least I have a roof, food, and can stay away from people unless I go to the shops. But it is still a choice which is available to me. Since Hilary kicked me out, but magnanimously allowed me to stay 24 hours, and then 2 hours from me walking out the door, she said I could stay, but only if I stay away from Annabelle, which, due to the lockdown, is not a problem. But Annabelle needed shopping, has she was really ill, so twice I went and got her shopping when I got mine, happy to do it, would do it for anyone, but only if I am going out anyway. So now Annabelle is getting home delivery, so that is sorted.